Realization

Things get so complicated right now, I noticed. Every single move makes a big deal. People is getting more sensitive, specially as what I had noticed on my self. I get angry easily. That wasn't my attitude before. I don't know why...why things are getting like this as time goes by. 

As my friends make fun with me before, I just reacted after as if I didn't hear their little insults and nonsense jokes. I do the same thing to them as well. So, do I have the right to complain to them what they are doing to me? Of course, I don't have the right! But what I am reacting right now is in the contrary with what I'd responded to them before. My head gets hot easily specially when my friends do something funny to me and my other girl friend/classmate. As they linked me with her, I got so irritated. I asked my self then, they already knew that we had no mutual feelings to one another, but why did they kept on pairing us? I simply don't like it anymore. Before, it's not a big deal for me. I'd just tried to keep on my mind that what they are doing is for the happiness of the group. However, what I am responding these days is so exaggerated. I want to hate them. I want to hurt them, punch their stomachs and kick their faces. But did you know what comes up to my mind when I'm thinking about those things? My conscience simply reminded me of one word, L-O-V-E. ---WEEW- Yeah, I hated them at a moment but after awhile, NO HARD FEELINGS AT ALL.

I'd just came to a realization that, if you let your own emotions fill your whole surrounding, you would get NOTHING, nothing but yourself. Only YOURSELF, no friends, no loved ones but yourself. Be patient because as what I had experienced, PATIENCE is really a VIRTUE. Learn to accept what they say about you, and make it as a lesson for you to take the next step of your life. TRUE FRIENDS tell no lies. And what they just want for you is your own happiness. And what they are doing is for your own good. (The teasing situation is a different story. LOL) If you don't feel the same way, then swim deeper in your heart. Love your friends for as long as they do no bad. If you will hate them, you will also hate GOD. Don't be self-centered, brothers and sisters. Let God and Jesus be the center of your life.

Take this little realization of mine be yours too. And I hope that this could change your life even just a bit.
Posted on 12:40:00 AM by Axel and filed under | 2 Comments »

2 remarks:

ChLeiR said... @ March 25, 2010 at 1:06 AM

sorry xel..

Axel said... @ March 25, 2010 at 1:12 AM

@chleir: K ra uie!!!
Kaila kag realization?

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